I honestly do not feel like writing anything today. Yesterday was a very difficult day for me and today I just feel kinda bleh. I feel the draw towards apathy and quitting very strongly right now. I also feel quite alone, tired and frustrated. I realize that circumstances are challenging my attitude and frankly my faith right now. I also know that it is not really about my outside circumstances that I face. But knowing that intellectually does not help my feelings right now.
I can even tell you at a knowledge based level that I believe that Christ wants to touch me with the power of the Holy Spirit and restore me today. I know that He is there to help me have a supernatural recovery of my mind and emotions. God says many times that he will restore us. Today in the midst of the bleh, I have to try to focus on God's promise to restore me.
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