Bad Attitude

Today I have a freaking bad attitude. I would like to give the world the finger and go back to bed. But since I can't do that I would like to tell everyone I see today to piss off and leave me alone. But since I shouldn't do that, I should change my attitude. I don't really know how to do this. I would rather be mad and upset. I would much rather isolate and protect myself than share my heart. I wonder how many times I will have to remind myself that I am to do everything without complaining (Philippians 2:4).